That was a bunch of Crap...

This summer has been hell and all my fault due to alcohol. Im telling myself this because It consumed me.

Alcohol became my Life.

I have recently surrendered to alcohol (exactly 30 days ago today). Everyday is a challenge but I am beginning to feel stronger. I feel like my life has just begun at 24. My two beautiful children will never have to see me in an altered state of mind as long as I continue on this path that is spiritual and life changing. Everyday, so far, I have noticed that I am feeling less foggy and more aware of what's important.
I have spent much of my time on this computer today trying to do something positive and helpful for my family and didn't come up with anything all that alluring so I am posting this because maybe I could help someone who has struggled or has yet to surrender to alcohol and needs someone to talk to who can relate to what they are going through, and who knows maybe someone will notice this posting that is traveling the same path as me.